2010

2010 in 2 days time.
What will your resolution be?
What will mine be?
Older we will become,
but will we be wiser?
Will there be answers?
What lies ahead of us?
Enlighten me.

Christmas..

HOHOHO~!

Its the season of giving!

:)

Series of events.

Last saturday, after my lab session our group headed down to ECP for night cycling! Half of us went there earlier to rent 10 bicyles and the other half were chilling at ash's place. We didnt just chill, we prepared FOOD and brought booze. Hows drink-cycling man. (Not that we did that)

After waiting for Jerome to get usage of his family car we finally headed down and started cycling around.. 1 am!
Kinda stopped cycling around 430 i think. Nearing the end of cycling, my bike's basket just suddenly flew off; along with my bb.. into 3 parts. ULTIMATE HEARTACHE. We stayed up, drank abit and played games till.. the sun was out. I was extremely tired and i only went to bed around 9 am on Sunday morning. I was kinda puzzled as for why my elbow was hurting till I vaguely remembered that i practically rolled off my bed and hit my elbow on the platform edge. Clumsy.

Monday, i fell on my bum due to the steps of the stairs (infront of my incharge). ULTIMATE EMBARASSMENT. I was kinda glad that i didnt roll down the flight of stairs. Needless to say, adding on that my bum was hurting due to the overnight riding.

HOW INTERESTING.

why, this situation again?

Blurry.

Last night, i was reading on my bed; about my essay-related to contraceptive vaccines.
Either i was too tired or the bed too being too comfy, i dozed off.

Woke up in the morning, prepared for work and all.
Was going to leave hence i closed my room's windows and upon closing the last one..i just merely pulled the window handle and it just gave way.

*momentarily stunned*

Thought i was dreaming.

I WILL AND I MUST.
5 to go.

Was chatting online with a friend on mine and we shared our views on a topic;
Flashbacks and a realisation on how time flies.
Its interesting to know and share views are so as to have a mutual understanding and be on the same page.
I realised.


On another note, i was trying to download applications into the ipod touch and somehow it wasnt VERY successful. WHYYYYY. tsk.

Who would bother if i didn't?

Yippee

I've received an early birthday present!!
Something that was on my wishlist!!
Unexpected and was stunned.

Thank you all! *hugs*

Arigato! I'm loving it. <3

Exams are coming.
Many things happened.
Loathed it to the MAX.
Just saw a post and i see assumptions being made.
Mixed emotions.

Thought maybe i had moved forth but only to realise running was all i did.
A feeling of gloom overcomes me.
As usual, i wanna run away but its not a solution.
Yet no solution i have.

For now i shall just bury myself in work and studies.
Yes, sounds like running away still. I know.

weird.

A number of events happened recently.
Getting some news that was unexpectedly expected.
For one, i got an answer from deep within me.
As much as i've hated this person, i've come to realised that i actually still care and love this person.
Maybe it's due to blood ties which is something that i can never run away from.

Admiration.

Chanced upon this celebrity's blog ; Melody Chen.
Read and somehow felt envious of her life now.
Simple and blissful.
Her husband, Randall Tan
is also her best friend.
A sweet couple matchmade in heaven..

Not all couples end up so though, which is why they're lucky and im happy for them.

Which somehow starts to make me ponder...


*Counting down to K.L*

tired

A sucky friday that was hectic, very.
Little things made my heart beat faster;
unexpected "surprises" and situations that i can't run away from.

Angry patients whom i had to attend to for at least 15 mins; listening to them shouting talking..

my "left and right hands" from work on MC, leaving me alone.

Nice.

i'm really tired to the extent i feel like giving up.

something?

There was something, but it was nothing.

On another thought,

When was something ever nothing?

Still..

Just had my Mid-Sem test today.
*crosses fingers*

I slipped and fell today as the floor was wet and i was in the midst of preparing to head to school.
Although it hurts, but i still giggled.

maybe its funny how i fell after "ages" of not falling and not to worry my mom.
Not forgetting the impact..i guess i must have shocked my mom.
even i myself was shocked as everything happened so quickly.
I practically skidded after landing on my hip and my poor shin (with uneven bumps/swells now after hitting the leg of the sofa) caused the sofa to slam against the wall and boy, it was loud.
I was motionless for awhile due to the pain and shock.
unwillingly propped myself up on my elbows to create some movement (else my mom'll think i'd fainted) and waited for the pain to subside which didnt seem to happen.

At least she's not the one in pain, for that im glad.

the melody's so sad that i'm feeling emo.

like a roller-coaster ride
intriguing yet full of doubts
predictable yet so unpredictable
so near yet feels so far.

under-exposed films
together with disappointment
gone are the visuals
left are the memories

am i just being naive or stupid.

bonkers.

Oh september hurry soon
a weekend getaway
here i come!

Currently diggin' this.

So sad yet so nice.

Misses.

I miss.
Though it was not for long.
I still feel the tingle in my limbs when i see the graceful steps and movement.
How i yearned to be the one doing it.

Times gone.
Bones hardened.
No longer flexible.
No more cartwheels, splits, backward bends and others.

Dance like no one's business, for you are the dance.

who will really understand me?

thinking back.

Sigh of relief or a start to worrying?
Human beings, so contradicting.
This, yet that.

Lines crossed and drawn
hurt inflicted yet, so helpless
each as a constant reminder
The only way it can be.

An impromptu expedition

a gradual realisation

a sudden fall

a wake up call.

.

Something that seemed impossible.

Dream-like and unexpected.

short lived

Understood.

-

Granted as decided.

sicko.

Heavy head
Scorched throat
Weird nose
Fever, soon maybe? (thirtyseven.five~)

Pain numbed with lozenges
sweet yet bitter
numbed yet a sensation can still be felt.

why?

As strange as it may seem
certain things unraveled
emotionless it should be
but somehow it was not so.

Exhaustion.

Exhaustion.
It's what i've been feeling for the past week.