need to leave

Dramatic happenings recently.

Demoralised.

Shall stay till i get my dec bonus, then hopefully by then i've found a new one and then i can tender.

This is the last straw.

Sometimes, I really feel like dropping everything and just walk away.

Oh.
Yesterday, my manager was talking to me in a serious tone and asked who is giving me trouble in work;
Every cell in me screamed "YOU!!!", well, literally.
I wonder if he read or sensed my thoughts.
Or maybe saw the look in my eyes.

dead pulse.

Here i am, blogging at work.
OOPSIE.

Well, i feel that i've come to a point in my life where my work had become.. boring and meaningless.
On 27th Aug, it will be my 3rd year of work at the same place.

Things could have been better because:
- The higher management(basically my managers) sucks big time
- They can't be bothered with the welfare of the staff (including me, duh)
- they are damn good in practising Tai Qi (not wanting to take matters when escalated to their level, push to Mr A, Mr A push to Mr B..)

Well, it's not all bad here as my threshold for stress and tolerance should be like..well trained (thanks to the unreasonable and nasty patients/staff). HA.

(DARN. Speak of the devil. Just a minute after finishing the previous sentence, about 5 to 6 staff swarmed around me to bug me about their leaves.)

Rarr.

Back to my topic, YES. I've been nagging about how much i wanna get a new job related to my studies.
No action taken yet and this just shows what a gooood procrastinator i am.
The factors to consider about having a new job when i'm studying and the advice others gave me aren't really.. very.. encouraging i'd say.

So yeah. Procrastinating again.

Ok.
Back to work.

Cabbies.

My doubts are confirmed today;
Taxi drivers really do intentionally shortchange you by rounding up the total amount to the nearest dollar.