Was counting the number of semesters i've have to pay for fees; 3 more! YEAH!!! But then again, when i remembered that 1 sem = 6months.. that's equivalent to about 2 years. YAWNS. (Yes, i have to say this again....) Work is so boring and stagnant. Should i just quit and be a broke ass... So tempted to but no money how to survive in singapore?

So, communicated with the bf and realised that all those that i mentioned in the previous post which i was affected by, it was normal to him as he didn't miss anything's amiss.

Guess it's time to accept him as someone who's really quiet; a man of ONE word.(not few, haha.)

Oh well. So, now i know.

Shall not think so much in the future then!

OMGOSH. My school's lab project's a killer.

My current first project have 10 questions.

The first 4, is like,enough.

After reading it, you'd go WHAAAT?!?!

Thank god the the deadline extension, else i'll really kill all my brain cells in having to research for all the answers in 5 days.

Looking forward to this weekend of relaxation? then to be a real science nerd.

It's been pretty smooth so far, but in life nothing is always smooth sailing.

Sometimes i wonder if you're really happy; the awkward times(at least, to me) when we ate in silence and it's kinda depressing that i actually pictured myself standing up and walking off, which i did not, of course.

That's when i really wonder what was going through your mind.

It's kinda tough trying to figure out what's on your mind as you're not someone who's very expressive by nature, especially when you're all quiet.

I may be oversensitive, but sometimes i just get the feeling that you're feeling sian.

If you say that you dont feel sian, then why would i have that "feeling"?

It may be due to us not having much common interests in the first place, maybe.

I dont wanna become someone to you who's like, "oh you're here, ok lor."

This may sound a bit pathetic but sometimes i just cant help but feel envious of paris who gets such affection from you.

I want and hope to spend quality time with you.

Not quantity.

We can be by each others' side the whole day but we're just engrossed in doing our own stuff.

The times you asked why i was so quiet;

i was thinking about all these thoughts that crossed my mind.

If you're truly happy.

i dont want us to be together for the sake of just being together.

I dont wanna always be the one who's like digging up problems, complaining, emo-ing.

As much as i wanna close an eye and leave it as it is, maybe its just me, being a libran;

we like peace and harmony, hence i'd rather know the problem and prefer to talk things out to solve matters to bring it to a close.

Bahh, maybe what i've typed above doesn't make any sense at all.