Sometimes i wonder if you're really happy; the awkward times(at least, to me) when we ate in silence and it's kinda depressing that i actually pictured myself standing up and walking off, which i did not, of course.
That's when i really wonder what was going through your mind.
It's kinda tough trying to figure out what's on your mind as you're not someone who's very expressive by nature, especially when you're all quiet.
I may be oversensitive, but sometimes i just get the feeling that you're feeling sian.
If you say that you dont feel sian, then why would i have that "feeling"?
It may be due to us not having much common interests in the first place, maybe.
I dont wanna become someone to you who's like, "oh you're here, ok lor."
This may sound a bit pathetic but sometimes i just cant help but feel envious of paris who gets such affection from you.
I want and hope to spend quality time with you.
Not quantity.
We can be by each others' side the whole day but we're just engrossed in doing our own stuff.
The times you asked why i was so quiet;
i was thinking about all these thoughts that crossed my mind.
If you're truly happy.
i dont want us to be together for the sake of just being together.
I dont wanna always be the one who's like digging up problems, complaining, emo-ing.
As much as i wanna close an eye and leave it as it is, maybe its just me, being a libran;
we like peace and harmony, hence i'd rather know the problem and prefer to talk things out to solve matters to bring it to a close.
Bahh, maybe what i've typed above doesn't make any sense at all.
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