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Friday, July 1, 2011

i hate it when i feel insecure.
why is it that of all the little hiccups, it's caused by the same stupid problem.
Maybe i'm just being anal.

I tried to be direct and honest with what and how i feel about it, but somehow i feel worse.

I get more paranoid, unsure about trusting.

I want to be assured, but there's no assurance from you and the negativity is building up.
I am trying to convince myself to let it go.

Somehow, i'm glad that my blog is not heard of because i can rant it out here.

etched memories, 9:12 AM.

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