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Thursday, August 18, 2011

Quite abit of stuff happened last week; which led me to ponder and reflect.
Things that upset me, somehow seemed insignificant to my bf.

Why is this so?
Is it just me, being over-sensitive?
Is it that i cared to much, which is why i tend to just speak my mind to try and solve things right there and then?

I don't like to be the irritating one who always bring something up.
But, what choice do i have?
My bf isn't one who's naturally very open and chatty.

If he naturally opens up to me, talks to me, lets me know what's really on his mind or how he's feeling, i won't have to keep on probing, trying to get some answers so that whatever issue is bugging me, will be "solved".
I dont like to sweep things under the rug and let it pile up.
We know that it will burst open one day.

I'm one who prefers to talk it out; give each other a chance to tell their side of the story.
I just can't have a cold war, and when i asked if it was because of me, i was told no.
If it wasn't me, why give me the cold shoulder and leave me all puzzled and thinking all the time for what that i might have done. This, again will get me started on probing.

If i was told directly what the reason was, i wouldnt have probed so much.

But again, maybe i cared too much which is why all these affects me whereas you seemed.. so fine.

Maybe.
I should just be like you.
So cool and not be bothered by all these.
Even if it does, i'll just keep mum.

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