Metabolism rate, please increase.

I didn't used to believe that metabolism rate affects how fat we get.
Maybe because since young i was blessed to be skinny, or maybe i was involved in high activity sports like ballet, netball, swimming, running and jumping around.

So now, many yearsss after.. when i'm no longer so active.. stiffened bones, lesser time spent outdoors so as to avoid the sun (hoping that no new freckles will greet me one day).. voila! I've become flabby. The heaviest i've been in my whole life so far.

Now, i'm trying to exercise regularly.. yoga,gym and run weekly.. and the main culprit is.. FOOD.
NOOOOoOOOoOOO.

So anyway, one of my resolutions for 2014 is.. to lose the flab and get  feel FAB! woohoo.

i need to be really determined to eat clean.. but it's kinda difficult as i tend to just indulge with the bf over the weekend. RARR.

EAT CLEAN
EAT CLEAN
EAT CLEAN

That's why i bought a happycall pan! To prepare my own healthy meals.
I shall and MUST ask the bf to work with me and try it out for a month.

After a 3 years hiatus...

Well, here i am, doing this at work again.

I forgot this blog existed; till i decided to log in to read what i had posted before..
i saw one particular post about me, having the urge to leave.. aannnddd i'm still here. HAHA. boo.

So many things have changed over the years. Sadly i'm aging.

WHAT HAVE I DONE WITH MY LIFE.
HOLY SHIT BALLS.

What happened over the past few years:
- took my Bsc
- graduated late last year
- still together with the bf and we are gonna hit our 4th year soon.
- still stuck in the same job, wanna make a switch ASAP. SHORTLIST ME PLS. i'm still waiting for THE call.

Just recently, i started to think back about my past relationships; what i experienced and learnt from it.
I wondered and tried to imagine how different my life would be now, if i had chose not to give up/give them a chance. The thing is, what i imagined in my head may not be reality because people change over the years.
Someone who was nice and docile 8 years ago, may be impatient, arrogant and cocky now. Who knows?

I'm sure i, myself have changed over the years too. From someone who was quick to end my previous relationships and not giving second chances, to someone who does not give up so easily now. Sometimes, Karma really is such a bitch. I've had an ex.. who was really compatible with me in communication wise. He talked to me nicely when i pissed him off etc.. and i really felt we did bond better after that little talk. That was the first and last time i've had such a feeling after similar talks now.

Funny thing is, now, i'm the one who does the talking-things-out nicely as my bf is someone who doesn't know how to express himself well.

Well, over the years we all learn. No one is perfect. My bf isn't. I am not. The good thing is, he's able to take the crap i give him when i'm PMS-ing; Girls should know this damn well. It's like we suddenly get over-paranoid over the slightest thing. I admit, i'm not one who you'd wanna mess with when im having PMS. HA-HA. So, in order not to get into a fight, my bf just tends to ignore me when i'm in the crazy phase. Then i get pissed. Because he's ignoring me. LOL. You see!! PMS, WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS.

Also females, they think alot. One of the questions i've been thinking about is.. How do you know if he/she is THE ONE? My answer is, I DON'T KNOW. I really don't. Sometimes, I think it's more like.. you make that someone, THE ONE. You decide to stay with this someone, through thick and thin. Also, not to give up as much as at times you really feel like it. If both of us have this common understanding and goal, i'm sure we will be THE ONE for each other.

Believe.